Fuck the fucking fuck and change your heart for a blowjob.

Women say men are cunts and they are all the same.

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I don’t think it is true because personally I know a lot of nice guys and God blessed them for this.

However a lot of guys act like cunts. Especially when it comes to their ego and position in the “herd”. Yet that is to say, some have this behaviour because we women let them treat us this way so that they learn this behaviour is correct. We, women are the power of the world. No pussy means no life. So I embrace you my women friends to be strong and honest and remember guys are  dogs and we are the divine power of the world.

There is this friend of mine I used to have sex with last year. I really like him as a person but he isn’t my type. Somehow one day when started to touch my back I got really horny that I couldn’t control myself and  naturally it happened that we started to have sex. From the very first moment I told him he’s not my type and we are just great friends. We had a lot of nice moments together, a lot of laughing and fun time. Later on,the guy started to get possessive over me, and first he was offering me help with little things and then when   he didn’t get what he want or I would spend some time with some other guy he would get psycho, and he would psychologically manipulate me, make me feel bad, tell me a lot of nasty things, get aggressive, shout at me and make me cry without trying to understand me, but thinking only about his side. He would be telling me that I am ungrateful  and that I am a bad person (because I didn’t suck his cock when he wanted me to).

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It is very interesting because the same guy behaves totally different in public. Some of my friends that know him were shocked when I told them about his behaviour. They perceive him a sweet and super polite. When I watch him walking around at some public places, he would show a behaviour of a guy who is very shy, even his posture shows signs of low confidence.

I started to slowly understand his wrong patterns of behaviour when he told me a little bit about his childhood. He was badly abused by his mother in law, who really hated him, treating him like shit, beat him up or even would close him in an empty room for hours.

In front of people, super nice, shy and sweet and then with me, feeling the power  and being totally  dominant over me.

Our brain is like a sponge, especially when we are young. He learnt these responses as a kid and when there is some impulse that triggers them, he becomes a psycho like his mother in law.

The guy needs a therapy, that’s for sure.

I couldn’t be  Jesus and I couldn’t help him so I decided to walk away. I will never accept anyone treating me this way.

However, the time passes by and time heals the scars. This year I decided to give him a   second chance only as a friend and just hang out without sex. Everything was super nice until I broke my rule and had sex with him again.  One day he begged me to have sex with him he was like “Marcelina please, I am so horny, I am gonna finish in 5 min, please. If you have sex with me. I will be your private driver till end of this month”.

I was really horny  at that time and  I really liked the  idea of having a lift here and there because I really needed it. I thought to myself “why not, fuck it”. That was a big mistake, because for me it was a one time off, but the guy thought it would be continuing. When he realised I am not gonna sleep with him again, he started to get nasty, calling me  an ungrateful and a bad person. He didn’t keep his promise of being my driver for a month. He gave me two two rides and then after  asked me to pay him money for petrol, which is something completely normal, yet not when you make a promise. So I stopped seeing him at all, because it was him who was ungrateful of having my pussy.

After few days he came back to me, he didn’t say sorry, but he said he didn’t want to argue with me anymore.  I accepted that because I cannot hold anger and I love all people even if they act stupid sometimes.

But then after few days he starts being heavy again, telling me,”why aren’t we like last year, you enjoyed Sex with me, we had fun” so I tell him that I don’t want anymore, because this year I am different and I have scars in me that don’t let me get close to him and I anyway I just don’t want. So the guy gets upset again and again.

Maybe he would  earn me again if kept his promise and was caring for me, but instead he  demanded more sex, and he kept on bothering me about it in a form of joke even though I told him not to ask me this.He kept of being heavy on me, it was just pushing me off. He could have earn my pussy  by being kind and polite but he choose the self destructive way that lead the end of friendship, because he couldn´t accept me just as a friend.

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